............its funny how quickly things seem to follow in a domino like pattern...one thing after another crashing down on u like waves ...never allowing you to stop and take a breath or recover from the first onslaught....i mean if i was to describe how things are the phrase "the shit has hit the fan" would come nowhere close, but would have to be more like "a massive pile of shit has been hurled at an industrial sized fan." I dont know.... its pitiful to think that no matter what the situation is, it will always boil down to the amount of money you have , and or the lack there of......